May 28, 2011

Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference\\
'I dont like that man,
I must get to know him better

FOOL

Fool that I am for falling in love with you
And fool that I am for thinking you loved me too
You took my heart then played the part of little coquette
And my dreams just disappeared like the smoke from a cigarette
Fool that I am for hoping you'd understand
And thinking you would listen to all of the thins
The things I had planned
But we couldn't see eye to eye
So darling
Darling this is goodbye
I still care 

I still care
Fool that I am

May 21, 2011




 I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul'

Show me and I may remember;



A new chair may look better, but the old one has already been molded to fit your seat'


people I know become people I knew, when I can walk right past
someone like they were never a big part of my life..


bagaimana saya digunakan untuk dapat 
bercakap selama berjam-jam dan
bagaimana sekarang saya boleh hampir
bahkan melihat mereka


each day I give Thanks for you and appreciate all that you do..


things have changed for me & thats Okay

May 17, 2011

We made too many wrong mistakes.


one cannot too soon forget his errors 
and misdemeanors for to dwell upon
them is to add to the offense,

The world only goes round by misunderstanding'


I never wonted to loose you, I guess now the time has come and its time to move on I told myself I would never say goodbye but I'm sorry the time has come. Scars are like memories, and tattoos. When I fall, when my heart breaks, and when my best friend turns back on me, it leaves a scar that can hurt evrytime I think about it. Its a memory that is stuck in my head. Its in the past, but it comes back and bites. Its a tattoo because its a memory that hurts, but doesnt disappear. It never does.

May 6, 2011

Face The World

 "It's a long road when I face the world alone, when no one reaches out a hand for me to hold. I can find love if I search within my soul, and the emptiness my felt will disappear."

May 4, 2011

Dear heart, why him?

Nothings worse, is to see them two together, knowing I will never have him again. I wish I could tell you how much I care but all I can do is sit & stare, I dont know how to explain this pain its driving me crazy. I really think theres a reason that I like him so much like something telling me not to let him go every time I follow my heart... It leads me to him I mean... What other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smile at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? Why I let him hurt me so much why does my heart beat faster when I see you come my way? When I know you hurt me, and yet your smile kills me every day? Does my heart beat from pain, and even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...  When he lied to me... And i hated him...  Why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you. Is that your love for me is true hoping and dreaming and waiting for the time when you will say, 'I love you and you will then be mine